I read a lot of projection on his part and anger because he's scared. I could be wrong. Just my initial take on it. Still - Coly is right, you don't need to be yelled at right now. When they are depressed, and MLC is all about depression, they just don't have anything to spare and can't handle very much. I'm sorry you're going through this and am very sorry he cannot give you more than that conversation.
Try not to take it personally and realize that was more about him than you. I hate to think of you alone with this. Is there a good friend you can turn to? We're always here, of course. Take care of yourself right now. Be gentle. Rest. I'm so sorry you are going through this. We are here for you xoxoxoxoxo
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver