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[Bman72]

Thanks Jeep - it will be a veeeeeeery slow pace - I feel like I am standing at the front of a freight train and am trying to stop it just by using my feet and leaning against it - but it is still a very small change in momentum each day - some days it is good and some are terrible but I'll keep trying but I will keep working at doing it from a position of quiet confidence within myself that I can change for the better and if she doesn't value that then I will still be ok. Still hurts a lot though - even when I am at my strongest I still have my down days....like we all do.