Last night I took the boys to watch a high school basketball game. It was a lot of fun. They had fun hanging out with their friends and watching the game. It was just what I needed after not having them the night before. We went home and I tucked them into bed and read them a story.

W went out to finish shopping after work and got home later in the evening. We sat down and talked a little before bed. There was some talk about what it will be like during the seperation. I asked her if this was just the next step toward D. She said she doesn't know but if she had to decide one way or the other she isn't sure what she would choose. I made sure not to talk anymore about it because that convo goes nowhere. 3 more days and I will have to start adjusting to my new life whether that be temporary or permanent. I'm trying not to think about what it's going to be like because I really don't know. For now I am going to do my best to make this holiday a great one for my boys.


Me:42 W:37
M:18 T:23
3S: 4,7,10
EA 6/16
ILYBNILWY 7/16
9/16 separate BR
10/16 Discernment Counseling
She's moving out 1/17