DD 6th b-day was yesterday. I bought balloons and a cake and waited until WH came home from call (8 pm) so we could sing her happy birthday and she blew out her candles. WH mostly said nothing and would grunt if I asked a question, he didn't even sing her happy b-day song. What an @ss. I got the kids ready for bed and tucked them in. I bought a nice car in July (which WH put a very large down payment on) and accidentally scratched it pulling it into the garage in September. WH paid for the repair and since then has been parking it for me in the garage. Even though he is not communicating with me and has gone back to stone walling me he continues to park my car. This is so odd to me.
Tonight I came home an hour late, spent some time on my phone chatting with a friend when I got off work. When I arrived home WH was bathing the kids and got the baby ready for bed. Then he went for a motorcycle ride and told me he would be back in 45 minutes. He fell asleep in the MB putting the kids to bed. Now I am watching GOT while updating and wondering what to do? Do I wake him and ask him to sleep in the spare room as he's been doing since our fight or let him stay? I'll probably go to sleep in the MB and he will get up eventually and sulk his way into the spare room.
I have to have a more invasive procedure next week as the colposcopy showed cancerous cells. The week after that I see a cardiologist for my heart. I feel like an old car falling apart.
M 10yrs T 13yrs BD #1Oct 2015-PA between WAH and COW BD #2 April 2016-WH resumed PA, she broke it off Jan 2 2017 WH says he wants divorce April '17-Letting go 2018 D busted DD8, DS6, DS3
