CaliGuy...That is the same one that has hit me this week...all I have right now is faith...I know that he has a plan for us and I am certain that this trial is going to work out. I have also had to ask for will power, patience and strength during all of this.

My mindset has changed from "I need her" to "I want her" in my life. Maybe that is a start to detachment. It is just the fact that she can so easily cut me out of heroine that is so bizarre. I agree that it is due to the crisis, but that doesn't make it easier to accept.

Have a Merry Christmas!


Me 49 W46
T25 M22
S22 D18 S13
W had EA Apr-Jul 2016
Dropped Bomb 7/9/16
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HER DIVORCE IS FINAL...8/18/17
Dropping the rope to SURVIVE & THRIVE!!!