Thanks for taking the time out Sandi - I really appreciate it.
I didn't want her round, I wanted to do separate celebrations but she was persistent that it was best for our S. Reluctantly I agreed and it is meant to be for opening presents and then breakfast. W & S will then go back to her moms and I'll pick him up later in the evening.
I was doing so well in myself and this has knocked me back so far!
I have been very stand offish today when she called and she twigged asking me what was wrong. I just replied "nothing". She basically said well there shouldn't be "I've done nothing wrong" .... Guilty conscience.
At this point, I have to leave plans in place, I don't want to confront her about this OM as it'll just cause a row that I can't handle at the moment. She's broken me so badly that I just can't take anything more from her.
She's all over Twitter being sent messages of sympathy for being dumped by text - just so insulting that that's the response to a short relationship when she walked away from an 18 year relationship! She's even said to a mutual friend that she talks to people from Twitter because they don't know her and it's a new beginning - basically people who will enable her actions. Pure escapism!
I just can't stop looking on her Twitter account (albeit just the posts in response to her comments - so a one sided conversation), so I've closed down and deactivated my account.
Really need to dust myself off and start again, but this woman has no res for me (nor herself by the looks of it).
M - 36 / W - 32 S - 3 Together - 18 Yrs / Married - 10 Yrs Bomb Dropped - 4th Sept 2016 Moved out - 4th Sept 2016