Last night after getting home was ok...not great, not bad. H was talking, but not much. He looked really exhausted and sad. I said I needed to go grocery shopping. He replied I just went a few days ago with an accusing tone. This was before I knew for sure we were hosting Christmas and hadn't bought anything for Christmas dinner. He said I'm gonna do whatever anyway, so just go. Had to work on a project together later and he lightened up some. I asked him if there was anything he needed or that I could do for him, specifically in the room he's been staying in, then threw out a joke saying "like me missing?" He kinda just rolled his eyes. I started getting ready for bed and as he passed my room, he didn't look at me or stop, he was walking but mumbled that I could sleep in his room tonight if I wanted. My heart was so happy. He actually put his arm around me too...made a few remarks about how I was probably dreaming he was OM, but kept close to me. Hoping its not just the loneliness that prompted that.
