Well saw W yesterday.We meet in the garage with S helping load her car. She was super smiley, laughing and joking around. Surprised I hadn't met her for lunch! Asked when our flight was, don't spend too much in the sales! etc. We might have to meet up at our bank just before the end of the year to sort out some financial issues but otherwise the talk was light. She left giving me hugs and asking after my aftershave! She continues to live in her own dreamworld because after all of the smiles S told me he said to her that he doesn't want to go with her to visit her parents in January.It always seems weird to meet her and watch her seem so happy with her family then drive off again.We have only met five times all year but each time she seems so pleased to be back.I could easily go into best friend mode, she'd be delighted but I won't. We have different paths now. Oh well back to our lives and some Xmas fun. Today we travel to my parents.


Me:48
W:45
S:15
M:17
T: 25
Separated: Oct 2015