Hanging and hoping- seperation edition

[BillyHo]

Had a lot of time to think today at work. I am looking back on most of my recent interactions with my W. I am just so lost as to what to do. While I like the fact that we can talk about day to day things and its pleasant. I don't know if these interactions are good or bad going forward. I was thinking and I don't know if this is what's best for me or not. If it can be a building block for the future that's great but I don't want to put myself in a position to get my hopes up. I am sure everybody will say she's cake eating. Should I just shut down the things we are doing together and pull back even more. I never call or text W. She has tm me pretty much every morning for the past 3 weeks about one thing or another. The last 2 weeks she calls most of the time instead of a tm. If this is her slowly softening I don't want to hurt that by suddenly changing the way I am acting. Just not sure what to do.