Hi Focus, I can understand how you must feel and I'm sorry to read of your health reaction too. I get issues with my throat when I am stressed, tired and overwhelmed too, and have come to see it as a useful warning to me.
I'm glad you are getting some down time and I hope you will show yourself a lot of love and self-care during this period. Do all the gentle things that you enjoy doing, but are normally too busy - reading books, jigsaws, watching a movie, spa treatment, walk, meditate. Just show yourself a great deal of love.
These unwelcome pieces of news, whilst horrible, do also help us move further forwards. I hope you will come to feel that too.
Take care Focus xx
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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus