we had a great weekend together. Probably going to have an even better weekend this coming weekend as we go to an indoor water park for xmas. She is still turning away from my kisses but is initiating heavy petting and cuddling with me at night. I always figured that no kissing is a powerful sign from a woman that she is not really interested in you but maybe I think to much. she has not messaged celeb all week. His responses have slowed down ever since W sent him a particularly suggestive email a few weeks ago. I know she is worried because she has asked me to make sure her email is working correctly a few times (it is working)
bottom line is that I still have no idea if we are coming together or not. I am still planning on outing her celeb emails in the first week of January. I have no idea if this is a mistake or not but I don't want to ruin the holiday plans so I am waiting.
is it bad for me to try to initiate cuddling/petting (no sex) at a time like this? That is what I want to do but not sure if it would hurt or help.
W had some good events related to her art business and that has elevated her mood. She still wants to achieve financial independence which I consider a great goal and I am still helping her when I can.
kids are happy and excited about this weekend. they have no idea there is trouble.
