Having a bad day today...very sad and struggling with the holidays coming up.

WAH is starting to get in touch with a couple of our friends and telling them about his new puppy love...Doesn't tell them how old she is nor that she is his pilates teacher...instead says he met her through work...it is so embarrassing...they called me to tell me that they are sorry, offer support and to let me know that they think he is having a MLC...it just blows my mind that he doesn't see what is obvious to everybody else. Apparently he is proud of himself for being able to get such a young girl and everybody else looks on in horror as he makes a fool of himself. He is also ordering little blue pills by the crate load...so sad for him...I don't understand why I still love and miss him?