That's my problem with all of this. She claims to everyone that I am her best friend, but that she needs more passion. I wouldn't treat one of my lesser friends like this, and I wouldn't treat my best one like this.
This EA really messed with her mind...she forgot that we had those giddy feelings before...they were just 25 years ago.
I am really missing her...the pre BD her. Having her next to me wherever we went. Bumping into her in the bathroom while getting ready in the mornings. Sipping coffee by the fireplace. Or simply joking with one another...we were always picking on each other in a fun way. It's the little things that are missing for me. I miss my friend and companion the most.
I just hope and pray somewhere inside her lost soul that she does too.
Me 49 W46 T25 M22 S22 D18 S13 W had EA Apr-Jul 2016 Dropped Bomb 7/9/16 ILYBINILWYA HER DIVORCE IS FINAL...8/18/17 Dropping the rope to SURVIVE & THRIVE!!!
