Am I in withdrawal ... will he ever wake up

[Lana_71]

Hello... off me go... vacationing ... happy holidays everyone.... I am so much looking forward to travel, kids too... they had lots of exams this month and fix great so very much deserved .... I have been reading some of others stitches which is really eye opener and made me decide although we are different some how stories are so similar . This gives me more confidence to drop the rope.. thank you Andrewp and exquisite for your lovely supportive words... I. S one stronger when I write here in this forum... some friends asks me if he is in depression and financial difficulties shouldn't a wife be next to him ... I try to change the subject and say he is an adult and will figure it out... I am taking care of me and kids and when he misses us he know how to find us... I am not interested with a half baked H ... so don't think I want half measures no more .. maybe couple of months ago I would have accepted crumbs but I don't think I would now... so to all LBS I say happy holidays enjoy the time with your kids. Dear God , I know you are watching over us so if there is any good that can come from H bring him closer if there is not keep him away... I trust in thee...