Baggage for sure over here! I know I have many things to work through, and still have quite a ways to go, as we continue to be stuck in limbo land and closure looks far away in my world. My free time without S is mainly being alone, I am not always able to rustle up the energy or mood to be social. But it feels right, I like my "me time".
During our last blow up, H told me I need help. Yes, because of him!!
Cali, you seem to be handling things so well. I sense you know what is best for you and how to do it. I continue to find it to be a pattern of our kids being more comfortable with the LBS, whether it be mom or dad. I think it's important that we keep that stability for them, and if that means recharging with a good movie, giant bowl of pasta in our jammies at 7:00 on a Saturday night, so be it!
Me 48 H 46 S 11 M 2004 BD 8/13 H moved out 2/15 -live in the present, enjoy the beauty around and within you, explore your new future-
