Job, Thank you for your understanding and support! I am really in a good place, as this is my 2nd time through this and I know that I didn't cause this. I have learned so much about MLC from this site, the posts, the reading list and homework, that I can walk away knowing that I put forth a very good efffort.
I think that watching what's happening to WS and that I am in a very strong mental state, I realized that I just don't have the legs to stand for what could be a very longtime. I had every intention of doing so early on, but as my GAL was happening and my knowledge of MLC grew, I began to realize that I don't think I could get past what's been happening for the last couple of months. WS goes to counseling, but its not real and she isn't putting any effort into understanding or working on our M. I know that she has a long road to hoe and that its very possible somewhere down the road I may be faced with her coming out of this and wanting back. But I am not in a place where I would want her back now and I know that I must move on and let her figure out her life as I figure out mine.
I will comeback and post a little and I truly appreciate your support. Have a Happy Holiday season and take care.
M52 W52 M17 T20 SS 23 from my 1st M Lives on his own BD 10/01/16 Trial Sep 12/01/16