You are the only one that can decide when you've had enough.
The door is always open and you know that you are always welcome to post, i.e., about anything that comes to mind and it doesn't necessarily have to be about your wife.
I hope that you can enjoy the holiday season and may the new year be far better for you.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
