Hi Cali, Had to post re: the PTSD .. I feel it, some days more than others. In fact I've joked that I have Post Traumatic Insert-stbxh's-name-here Syndrome .... which is really funny given that his name begins with a D...
I dunno, since my 40th bday I've worked really hard to slay the demons. This divorce and subsequent "baggage" is not something I want to carry with me ... life is too precious. I just don't know how to reconcile that with my utter disinterest in relationships. xoxoxo
Yeah I think like with all things its time... but with this one I accept its probably about as fast as MLC and I laugh/shiver typing that one out.
I think for the most part you have to get to a place where you love yourself ... then when triggers pop up you can calmly reassure yourself its going to be ok, you will be ok regardless and just continue to press forward. But yeah .. there are still days I put on the old Tshirt and shorts and do not leave the house.
