Thanks buttfly, I'm feeling much better. I let it go too long before I went to the dr so it took me longer to recover but alright now. Kids snapped right back though.

Guilt turned outward; I think that fits well. Especially for the reasons she gets mad at me (dogs, baking with kids, getting sick). It must be terrible for her she looks like a different person.

I'm trying to create that bubble, I've felt feelings of resentment come up lately but try to let them go as quick as possible and I've been able to be more understanding/patient with the kids. I'm getting better at this.