Another WW

[Last79]

I think the saddest part of all of this is seeing the self destruction that the WW does to herself. Last night I came home from work and she was drunk. Apparently her and another friend drank 3 bottles of wine during a play date at our house. So I had to make dinner for the kids and do all of their homework as she was too drunk and just sat on the couch and looked at her phone until she passed out. She made a snide comment about me being super dad lately, so I guess she notices my 180s but really does not care. I was thinking to myself well someone has to be there for the kids cause you have been a terrible mom lately and are only concerned with yourself.
I am in a good place now I feel over her and ready to move on if that is what she wants. I feel like I still need to get over the fact that our family will never be the same and it will most likely be broken up. That's the one thing I am still struggling with. I still do not want the kids to have to grow up like that and I fear missing not seeing them everyday.