I also believe that God has a plan for us, he knows what our day will be like before we even wake up. I read a devotional everyday and through my whole sitch it seems to focus on having faith in his plan for us. It is hard and I think I do at times but then when the doubts come I know I am not having faith. Keep up with the making your self better for you and your kids!! Yes the holidays are tough! Just remember the reason for the season!
W:42 M:48 T:9 yrs M:1yr BD: Feb 2016 EA Confirmed: Feb 2016/PA July 2016 D: Feb 2017