I'm still doing ok. Small setbacks throughout the day but overall better. It's like I finally turned the corner. Do I miss her? Everyday! but I don't dwell on it nonstop. I still catch myself looking at her facebook. I'm not following her posts but we both still have our pictures up and show married. I keep thinking about changing it to nothing and hiding some pictures but I'm afraid I'll regret it.
We all have small setbacks. Heck, I still do now to a certain extent. I still see mine on FB concerning what she posts about the kids. But her posts about the kids are very rare, and when she does its like shes trying to show she's a great mom. Ugh.
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She actually text asking if I was home late last night. I've ignored it. I may respond that I was asleep sometime today or I may just continue to ignore?? It's a weird question to ask and not sure how to respond now??
I don't know about you, but when that happens to me I'll usually say something like "sorry, I fell asleep. Whats up?" It's ingrained in me that not answering back is kind of rude although in our case it isn't.
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I haven't seen anything that is slowing this down or her changing her mind yet so I'm still trying to just focus on myself. I still expect her to file. I've lost 30 pounds in the last two months and feel healthy again.
Just focus on yourself, my friend. That's all you can do.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
