Cherry. Just trying to get on with life

[Cherry]

Hey guys, thank you for checking in on me!
I've been pretty busy once again with gal and work and being a mama.
Not much changed from the weekend, not seen or heard from wh, my seething anger has calmed down a bit. Not sure if it's a phase, but I'm feeling a bit calmer in my head that this is a person I don't particularly want to be with, it's like he's hurt and insulted me beyond belief. I've since heard that his standards at work are slipping and he's performing poorly. This did hurt a little to hear, he's ever the professional and probably put work and being successful over our family. I do feel bad for him, but I also realise this isn't my fault, this was the life he chose, not me. It does appear he is just hitting self destruct.