well then there's a whole lot of us who are also pathetic who have been at this longer than you have ... truth is, we are not pathetic. we are people who love our families and spouses. we are people caught in the crossfire of the communicable disease known as divorce. we are people who love flawed individuals who are having melt downs of epic proportions at a time and place in history that i call the remote control society - you don't like something, change the channel. bored? change the channel. have to work on this and don't feel up to the task? nextttttt ...

full moon this week two days ago + the most nostalgic time of the year = a lot of emotions roiling about for most people.

try to get as much rest as you can. all you have to do right now is breathe. that's your job: focusing on the next breath.

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver