Thanks Job and Bttrfly. I'm glad I shared that now, it seemed like more than a dream so that is how I'm thinking about it. IDK how to describe it but it was different, so refreshing, it's still consuming my thoughts.
Bttrfly, I read that thread when you posted it and it gave me a lot to think about. I'm going to go back and read it again.
Well W couldn't wait. I found out through correspondence that her attorney is putting a decree together. I guess this is the next step and what she feels she needs. Not a surprise really.
More getting old talk from her (did give me a chance to toss out a seed on the possible thyroid issue) to me and the kids and she's apartment crazy. She took s over tonight and had him excited then made a comment when he wasn't excited when she brought it up at my house.
She's been terrible the last couple days. Getting mad at me for anything. I'm back to dreading when I get a text from her but caring less. IDK even remember why she was mad at me yesterday. She was mad at me today because it was the kids Christmas program tonight and I told her my parents were coming to watch. She was relieved once she new she wouldn't have to see them. In one of her texts she said "no one wants me around" referring to them. I told her it wasn't true and left it at that. Tonight I told her I thought we should do separate gifts and she got mad and left. Then sent me a few hostile texts saying how it was a good idea. Lots of hostile texts the last few days.
The Christmas program was nice, both of the kids did great. Their school has a good music program and the teacher does a great job. It made me realize how fast they're growing up as I feel like I've lost a year dealing with this.
