I was just catching up and I have missed out on a bunch of updates. Congratulations on becoming a grandfather! That is so exciting and I know that you will enjoy that.
You do seem to be doing well. I'm happy to hear you are enjoying your lady friend. It's nice to have someone to talk to and enjoy.
In regards to feeling old, I hear you. But look at it this way, the average life expectancy continues to increase. So if you live to be 85, 49 will seem very young. Trust me:)
Enjoy these days.
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer