Try Not to Think Too Far Ahead

[bttrfly]

Honey - that dream ... in the shamanic circles I travel in, that's considered to be more than a dream .. that's considered to be a message. It's just an opinion.

The thing is, W may come back - they often do - and then it's the LBS' decision whether or not to accept the WAS back.

So, given all that, my feeling is that the most important thing you can do for yourself and your family is to move forward, GAL activities, focus on yourself and any changes you want to make.

If she comes back, great. deal with it then. If she doesn't, you've made a life for yourself and made yourself into the best you possible.

the thing is, I re-posted a link to d_Rose's thread about the WAS who came back and talked about what prolonged his situation. Dropping the rope finally woke him up and brought him back. I suggest reading that.

Also, strep is awful. Painful and tiring and being run down due to stress, as Job indicated, really does a number on our immune systems. Wishing you a speedy recovery and lots of good rest and chicken soup. xoxoxoxo take care of yourself! hope this helps.