That's me in the spotlight

[Coly23]

Hey Altair, sounds like the party went well. I like your observations of the single, young female reaking of desperation. Maybe that's the how I come across to my H! However I am like you in that I don't have any interest in the opposite sex at the moment apart from my H. It's quite liberating to not feel you have to impress anyone and I definitely don't feel I need or want to.

Glad you had the opportunity to indulge in some good food, I especially love cous cous as well! Although my anxiety is still keeping my weight off I have also started to eat a little better and the holiday season is always an excuse to over indulge!

I get the sense Altair that something has shifted in you, a sort of quiet acceptance of your sitch? Since you've gone NC you've come along in leaps and bounds with your GAL'ng and it sounds like it helps when you are in the company of people who don't know your H. This is something I need to take on board although I still struggle with the GAL'ng because I too am so much of a homebody.

Can't wait to hear about the next party! I'm just going to live vicariously through you!!