I know I still have a hard time looking at the big picture! I've always been a impatient person. Something I need to work on!!
I ended up not contacting her but then she calls me.... I wasn't able to answer at the time and ended up texting her later just saying "sorry that I couldnt answer, did you need something". She replied back "ok never mind". I don't get that, why call?? This is where screwed up!! I text "ok sorry, you know how I feel and what I want". I'm not sure why I said it!! She already knows how I feel. I get a reply back of "ok". That's where it ended.
So, I'm not sure what she wanted in the first place and she isn't showing any emotions towards me.