Every day is pain. Do you have a daily outlet for it? Vigorous exercise? A trusted friend? A counselor or spiritual advisor is good too, but they probably won't be there for the daily blow by blow. I learned the hard way you can't keep all of it inside.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving
