Lost in the MLC Desert

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Thanks for the link, bttrfly. Pretty powerful. I need to re-read Jack Three Bean's post daily.

I hate that so much of my time is still spent thinking about him, what he is doing, where he is, etc. While I am good about not contacting him, it is still a constant loop in my head of thinking about him. Really trying to learn to put the focus on me and my life. Wednesday will be the test - to let H know I will just drop S15 off at his place, no need to come here and pick him up.

I know I am still too close, as when he goes through a distancing cycle it hurts all over again vs. being detached and just observing. I think being so busy with Christmas is a constant reminder I am doing it alone. Also, being so busy, I have not been as good with my spiritual time and introspection / GAL stuff. I need to make it a priority.

Thanks for you kind words.