CaliGuy...I guess as for the physical, I have always been the physical, hands-on kind of person. It has been very difficult because for the last 4 months there was a moratorium on physical touch with her and with her out of the house for the last month or so, I am certainly missing that even more.

I have the good and bad angels sitting on my shoulders every time I visit with her. I understand why I am feeling this way, but the pain is hard at times. I am certainly having the internal struggle of what to do/say and what not to.


Me 49 W46
T25 M22
S22 D18 S13
W had EA Apr-Jul 2016
Dropped Bomb 7/9/16
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HER DIVORCE IS FINAL...8/18/17
Dropping the rope to SURVIVE & THRIVE!!!