think of it this way darlin: you are prolonging your misery but allowing yourself to be Plan B ... there is a letter somewhere here from a former MLCer whose wife was someone referred to as "Stayed" ... it was brought over from another board. I will see if I can dig it up for you. Essentially he said Stayed's love for him was always in the back of his mind so he felt he could keep cake eating and it prolonged the mess and delayed his return.

Well worth a read. FOR YOU, not to have any affect on your H ...

Remember as Jack_three_Beans always said: These are for YOU!!!

xoxoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver