Is it a good thing these guys I am not interested want a second date? I dunno. I just pray my lovin' feelin' comes back sometime soon. I can't believe there is one person in this world who had the power to take that away and it pisses me off.
Ginger...I think you know that someone can not take away that feeling from you...I believe that you know that the feeling is a choice, and no one can take away your choices...at some point you will decide to take the leap again...at some point you will decide to believe you can love another...
Perhaps looking inward to see if you have made the choice to love yourself in the manner that you are seeking it from without will be the first step to "feeling" it again.
I know you know what I am saying here...and I know that you know that I understand what you are saying here...and I challenge you to look deeper...seek within...and know...you hold all of the power, that you indicate another had over you...you alone will always hold it.
Enjoy this time with you D9...perhaps the universe wants you to stay focused on her for now and that is why you have not found...that lovin' feelin' for another.
(((((Ginger)))))
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
