Hi Mia ... I'm sorry about your oven. Glad you still have one working tho ... my boy was quite a crank this morning. Monday mornings are so icky, aren't they? We had snow on the ground and rain pouring down for our commute this morning. At least our pup, an English Springer whose dad came from Yorkshire, had a great morning. Imagine a silly dog cavorting around making snow angels and you'll get the picture.

I wish you peace my dear, in the midst of it all ... I know the pain of wondering where the man you married has gone. It's heartbreaking. Widows get funerals and the knowledge that their spouse didn't voluntarily leave. We LBS are in another situation entirely. It's awful. I actually held a memorial service for the man I married. Sounds goofy, right? In truth, it gave me so much peace to do so. Looking back over the past 20 months since BD, there are a few "aha" moments which stand out as turning points. That day was a big one for me. I share it in case it helps you.

God bless and many {{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}} xoxoxoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver