MLC H at age 32, maybe single mum with a toddler S

[Maybe]

So, H came vaccum the house for me. Also washed the dog. He however asked me to pay half for the insurance of the family car. He said he's broke. I am making even with my income of my part time job and bills at the moment. Anything extra would need to come out of my savings, which I do not like touching coz these money is to pay for son's future, or H's half of the house. Who knows.

I checked his bank account because I am very confused with his behaviours. I was overly hopeful and always thought he's journey should be a short one. Yes, I am stupid to think I was an exception to all other LBS journeys. I found he started spending in casino and paid $900 in Prada. After learning that I took off my wedding ring. my engagement ring was only $100, our wedding rings were 400 for both. Not that I care about money. It's because I don't. And because I am working my butt off as a single mum with a part time job and still receive comments about my housework without him living in the house, I do not have patience for a man who spends money he does not have to impress some girl (or trans), and ask me for money to pay for the car that's in his name.

I do use it, I think it's somehow fair. My love has chipped away for him again. Ithink I will just keep things business like again. Maybe this is what true detaching is like...