Struggles continue today. I feel like I'm taking steps backwards. Maybe the truth is starting to settle in with me. As soon as I started feeling a little better this weekend became the worst in weeks. As much as I try not to, I think of my wife. I miss her voice, her touch, and her comfort more than anything.
I'm still staying strong I'm not contacting. It's been the hardest thing I've done.
I feel like now she doesn't care. It's a hard thing to swallow... Someone who just 6 months ago said those vows. Just to walk away a few months later. It's got my mind so screwed up that I do t know what normal feelings are. I'm
