I just wrote out a long depressing post. And I erased it.
What's the point? Life it what it is. D9 and I are decorated for Christmas, I did a whole ton of Christmas shopping this weekend, I am broke. I can't wait for next weekend when D9 and I do our fudge making extravaganza next weekend. I realize she is my favorite person to spend time with. It's so pure. I can't quite explain it.
Is it a good thing these guys I am not interested want a second date? I dunno. I just pray my lovin' feelin' comes back sometime soon. I can't believe there is one person in this world who had the power to take that away and it pisses me off.
Anyways, I am off to yoga. It's a charity even for dress for success. In a addition tot he $10 donation for the class, you can bring in work clothes. I have a bunch of stuff that doesn't fit, some with tags that I am going to bring.
Then I left my debit card where I lunched yesterday which is kind of far. SO I decided I am going to dine there again and have dinner with myself and a good book after yoga.
Last edited by job; 12/11/1602:44 PM. Reason: Added the link to the previous thread
