Struggling again today. Had dreams about wife last night. Hate when I wake up from them!! This no contact thing is really hard for me. I know I shouldn't and so far I haven't but I keep getting weak... I keep thinking she's going to reach out but doesn't look like that's going to happen.
Still have not been served so I'm not sure what the status of her filing or not is. Being in limbo is part of my issues. I spend way too much time wondering about her and if she misses me.
