Still not detaching well, instead, I found myself losing respect and love bits by bits for him. It's too tiring. I have enough going on being a single mum. Don't need his negativity. Don't need him to come over for S and starts telling me the house smells strange and my lipstick is too red. Rather not seeing him.

Didn't voice my anger. But it's there to be seen. I will do nothing this time coz don't have energy to do anything more. Don't know what path I am on but think it's part of the process. I think I am preparing myself to move on, really.


Me: 33 H: 32
T: 10 years M: 2
BD: Aug 2016
H moved out Aug 20, 2016
S: 17 months old