Thank you Sotto, Job, AP, Altair and Blu. I accept your 2x4's with love.

Just digesting your comments but currently too emotional to respond at length. All your comments are valid and make perfect sense. Just need some time to think...

Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')