Thank you for sharing your story. I am reading your thread and feel so many of the same things, particularly al of the negative thoughts crowding out whatever good there is. You are a few months further along than I am and feel I am following your footsteps.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving
