Wow, my thread took a crazy turn. I'm sitting here trying to figure it out. I'm lost! Maybe I need to channel my inner kindergartner?

I'll close out the official "we" topic. It irks me. That's as much as I know. I can't talk to him without also talking to her. And assumed I know who "we" is when we are the only 2 in the convo. It doesn't bother me that much. I just mentioned it on a cranky day when his p8ssed me off.

I have a 3 day weekend all to myself. ANd it is literally all to myself. My plans were cancelled, everyone is busy, so it's just me. I shopped yesterday. I did not go out the night before. I had a wine emergency yesterday and actually had to ask my ex to stop and grab a bottle on the way to pick up D9 (I was watching her longer so he could get a haircut and it was literally on the way) Today I am grabbing lunch with a friend. But the rest is all time to myself. One might think I should be happy......

Thursday night the owner of my gym was there and ex came and picked her up from class. She said to me after "your daughter didn't look to thrilled to be going with him" He himself, looks like a crank ALL THE TIME lately. She said "oh, you have a night to yourself, are you going out?" I felt like a loser. No. I have no plans except with my couch.


Eh, I'll make the best of it. Wrap presents, drink wine, watch sappy Christmas movies that are a love story, then cry.

tomorrow I signed up for a yoga charity event. That should be fun. I may grab coffee with some guy on POF that I exchanged 2 messages with. He asked. Why not? I have nothing to lose. It's just a cup of coffee.

Never heard from the plumber again.


It's a rough time of the year to be alone.