Altair - You are in a difficult place but a place from where you can find strength. I think you have found your core. This update may read at first a bit sad and I have tears in my own eyes reading it but I like the sound of the "you" that wrote it.
It's funny in a sad way how a number of have bonded here. You and Coly23 have an almost opposite timeline in your relationships to me. From the very first day that W and I met we were inseparable. It took me all of 3 weeks to confess to her that I loved her and then we spent nearly 3 decades together building a life, family and friendship that I thought would endure forever.
After tea and biscuits I'll set up the tea trays over in the cabin and do an update myself.
On BD H52, W50 T27, M26 S21, D23 BD-9-Mar-16 D-15-Jan-18 Final-19-Apr-18 I am a storyteller. The story may do you no good. But a story is never for the listener. It is always for the one who tells