Cheesyt, I tend to see different from your posts. You, like the rest of us, have your struggles at times with your feelings towards your WW. But your post above has tons of indications you ARE moving forward. The office party, the plans with the new friend, the awesome relationship you have built with the roomate, her bf, and her kids, the warm feeling from your car being cleaned off and knowing others really care for you. You are building a life that can withstand the potential absence of your W and you seem to be thriving at it.
Will you have these moments alone where it's rough? Of course. We all do and you most definitely aren't alone in them. But you ARE moving forward. I just don't think you realize it. Keep being strong cheesy and know that you are doing great things!
Me39 M11 : T13 D9 BD 5/31/16 In House S until 6/21/17 Divorced 10/5/18
