Hello all, thanks for stopping by! I've been so busy of late. Work, GAL, parenting, and then by the time i get into bed, the third trimester fatigue has set in! Nothing much to journal really. I've spent a lot of time with S and having fun, sometimes it isn't the easiest, and I do hurt a little- but I keep moving on forwards!

Seen wh once this week, it was alright. He was very much his depressive self, he asked how I was getting on, when I asked him how he was, he replied "yeah I'm okay all things considered". I am trying not to overthink about this, I bit my tongue to point out that this was all what he wanted! He spoke a little, but seemed a little reluctant to actually look at me, maybe it was because I was wearing a short-ish nightie. But I was light and upbeat and friendly towards him, we seem to be in a bit of a holding pattern, still haven't heard anything about the divorce, I'm not questioning it, because it isn't what I wanted!

I'll try and swing by tomorrow and visit everyone's threads and check up on you guys!


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16