Hello all, thanks for stopping by! I've been so busy of late. Work, GAL, parenting, and then by the time i get into bed, the third trimester fatigue has set in! Nothing much to journal really. I've spent a lot of time with S and having fun, sometimes it isn't the easiest, and I do hurt a little- but I keep moving on forwards!
Seen wh once this week, it was alright. He was very much his depressive self, he asked how I was getting on, when I asked him how he was, he replied "yeah I'm okay all things considered". I am trying not to overthink about this, I bit my tongue to point out that this was all what he wanted! He spoke a little, but seemed a little reluctant to actually look at me, maybe it was because I was wearing a short-ish nightie. But I was light and upbeat and friendly towards him, we seem to be in a bit of a holding pattern, still haven't heard anything about the divorce, I'm not questioning it, because it isn't what I wanted!
I'll try and swing by tomorrow and visit everyone's threads and check up on you guys!
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16