I ended up not texting her. Just had a close moment of weakness!! I was really busy with work today so that helped. I will just wait for her to respond to my follow up email on separating the final accounts. I've already told her I'm not going to file or help with the divorce. If she wants it, she can do the work. Each day I'm getting a little more angry and a little less sad. I know this will reverse several times if she continues to go through with it. This has been the longest we have not talked over the last 4 years. Only a week and half but this is from someone that called several times a day and text nonstop.

Im not sure if the hardest part is over or just starting for me....