Carrying on is the hard part some days!! That void of not having my best friend to talk to. Going to bed and waking up alone. Is still find myself reaching on her side of the bed to cuddle and then realizing she's not there...
We haven't talked or text in over a week. She's all business. Just the one email yeasterday about splitting up the phones and gifts. I gave her a direct answer on how she can handle the phone and told her that I want to get through the bigger issues (bank accounts) before we worry about small issues like wedding gifts. I did talk to my attorney and he said just to wait till she files. I've done everything that I can up to this point by freezing the joint savings and joint credit cards. I asked her to take her name off since they were mine before we married. We will see. I guess I'm hoping that agreeing with some of this will make her think a little... long shot I know
Going to try to do a little duck hunting this weekend now that winter has arrived. I'm having good days then bad days. Guess that will happen for a long time. Spent 4 years with her and now she acts like I'm dead to her. Part of me wants to call or text but I think that will be a setback....?
