cheesyt 5 - now what?

[fightin]

Cheesyt, good for you for not texting back. I can imagine the way you're feeling about the cable situation. They treat us horribly, but because we love them and still have compassion for them our first instinct is to feel bad for them until we remember just how poorly they treated us. For me, that anger in remembering how cold my W was at and after BD is sometimes the only thing that gets me through the day and keeps me on my BD game.

Feel the pain, as other said it is part of the process and you're allowed to feel it I just don't want you to get lost in it. I think as much as you're hurting that you're doing so well with this all. Keep it up and try to remember that you're becoming a better cheesyt no matter what the outcome with your W.