All the stuff I have seen and know are a constant reminder of what people are capable of. But the way I see if, I am gonna have trust issues with her or someon new. Only difference, my W has to regain and win my trust. A new person will have to prove new trust.
I told her again that if she left or separated I was done with our marriage and I would not be able to start over as my emotions have been exhaustin me. Inam ready to be happy. I like who I am now, I want to share my love. She told me last night she was scared if she left that she would miss me and that she may want to come back. I told her I was sorry, I support whatever her decision is, but once we have split we are done. Is thatbwrong?? That's truly how I feel. It's been 6 months of agony for me and we currently live under the same roof.
